tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33219341621654472962012-02-16T02:20:04.836-08:00<a href="http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&amp;friendid=3965443"><img src="http://i696.photobucket.com/albums/vv324/robotmouse/ACNbanner.jpg"></a>himynameiszulhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12580383357082746094noreply@blogger.comBlogger21100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3321934162165447296.post-50795185355935760302009-10-30T01:05:00.001-07:002009-10-30T01:08:16.425-07:00Discussed with my mom about my 2nd position .<div>She told me i deserved to get my 1st place . </div><div><br /></div><div>Then i asked her , so will this effect my reward I'm getting ? </div><div>She said no .</div><div><br /></div><div>Suddenly , i felt like as if something healed my heart .</div><div>So now , i feel half sad and half happy .</div><div><br /></div><div>Sad - Got 2nd </div><div> Wasted my hard work </div><div>Happy - Getting an awesome reward </div><div> Trusted by my family </div><div><br /></div><div>-himynameiszul </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3321934162165447296-5079518535593576030?l=mylifeisdreadfull.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>himynameiszulhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12580383357082746094noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3321934162165447296.post-68794944556332153822009-10-30T00:31:00.000-07:002009-10-30T00:38:38.115-07:00The time has come . It's time to collect my report book . <div>I did well , in fact , i did really really well .</div><div>What shattered my heart is that i got 2nd for my class position . </div><div>My form teacher told me i got 1st in class the day before i got my report card .</div><div>I was happy until today .</div><div>Scanned through the report and card and saw my class position . I got 2nd .</div><div><br /></div><div>I was furious and disappointed that i got 2nd . I had to release my anger on something .</div><div>So i released my anger on my report card . </div><div>Tore it into half . </div><div><br /></div><div>It wasn't worth tearing it apart . I should tore the guy who got 1st apart .</div><div>I know it sounds mean but I'm writing this to express my feelings .</div><div><br /></div><div>So after that , i went for my prayers .</div><div>I prayed to god in silence ," Oh god , please hear me . I got 2nd in class and I'm really sad , give me the encouragement , support and knowledge that i need to get my revenge on the guy who got 1st ." </div><div><br /></div><div>Hopefully , god hears my prayers .</div><div><br /></div><div>-himynameiszul</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3321934162165447296-6879494455633215382?l=mylifeisdreadfull.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>himynameiszulhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12580383357082746094noreply@blogger.com0