2nd Chance

Discussed with my mom about my 2nd position .

She told me i deserved to get my 1st place .

Then i asked her , so will this effect my reward I'm getting ?

She said no .

Suddenly , i felt like as if something healed my heart .

So now , i feel half sad and half happy .

Sad - Got 2nd

Wasted my hard work

Happy - Getting an awesome reward

Trusted by my family

-himynameiszul

Collecting report book

The time has come . It's time to collect my report book .

I did well , in fact , i did really really well .

What shattered my heart is that i got 2nd for my class position .

My form teacher told me i got 1st in class the day before i got my report card .

I was happy until today .

Scanned through the report and card and saw my class position . I got 2nd .

I was furious and disappointed that i got 2nd . I had to release my anger on something .

So i released my anger on my report card .

Tore it into half .

It wasn't worth tearing it apart . I should tore the guy who got 1st apart .

I know it sounds mean but I'm writing this to express my feelings .

So after that , i went for my prayers .

I prayed to god in silence ," Oh god , please hear me . I got 2nd in class and I'm really sad , give me the encouragement , support and knowledge that i need to get my revenge on the guy who got 1st ."

Hopefully , god hears my prayers .

-himynameiszul